Really a big big tease for me in this 4 days 3 nights. 2 activity in same day,really make me crazy and pressure. In sound of huamn world semi final i in charge in Admin is also a part of my part time job in this semester break; in our youth you love i am a preparatory committee and only me who joined before the previous year camp. 13th about evening we start to go into the camp, start to had a preparation for the camp.
This camp i only help for 13th and 14th, only in this 2 day, we had fun, angry, sad, blur, serious and many more. I can see all of the committee really hard working and serious in doing anything. This make me very touch. Although they no experience they duno, they still try their best to succeed it.
Somethings make me angry is some people are trying to take their authority to complain and command my lovely committee, they not even know all my lovely committee background, they also no even clearly understand wat they doing, who say they follow whole structure of the camp, they did changes to many part is tried to make the buddhist camp fromtraditional to modern so that can attract more youth. They just know want to do and say watever they 1.. i feel really no fair for my lovely committee, i feel angry if ppl tried to bully my committee. so i start to had a bad feeling for them, cause i dont want my lovely committee will because of them and leave the buddhist forever, they are new in buddhist and no experience, why you all want to complain them? why u all want to scold them? As a senior, do you know that wat u all done will directly decide the junior either leave or stay? I used almost 4 month for waiting the predestined relationship to come and i did to create a predestined relationship for youth to Buddhist, you just can used 1min to let them leave. Dont all of ppl know that, we need to be modest to everyone? Confucious also said b4, no matter you are younger than me or older than me, you also can be my teacher. We here is to enhance Buddhist to youth not to kick, not all you had the biggest authority. For me, oni sifu got the authority to scold us.
Anyway, i feel better after i talk to our papa ( mr.sunny). Although many complain from committee about their unhappy of certain things, they also feed back many things they happy after end of the camp. We chit chat in mamak with a really happy situation. Really thank you all of you! Love you all so much! I really appreciate you all.
In sohw semi final i not feeling anythings, cause i noe i just keep on chase and chase, pressure and pressure, not really enjoy the process. In the event i did enjoy with contestants. i try my best to done all the job before i in the camp. But then also many things last minute, i really need to thanks Rebecca and Mei Qin, they back up me many many and also help me many many without control all my time. If dun have they all, i really will die anytime. Well, in this event, sometime i feel really no mood, maybe because of some people are irritating, they feel they are "know" enough, keep on "suan" me and also some time dun1 2 hear ppl opinion. They actually dun noe that wat is actually good, but they just hear the surrounding and exterior things. Well, i ok for it, i keep on control myself to no angry with them cause i know their attitude is like this. Beside this, in this event i know many friends, because i am the 1 who contact all contestant about semi final information. Quite many friends is actually from KL and Selangor. Well, really hapi, if got opportunity i rather to be their nanny compare to admin. Haha!
